S.I.P #13 ("To Be")

They say I'm nothing short of brave
For digging up my skeletons
And exposing these dirty graves
The truth is, I was not brave enough
To live another day without God's unfailing love

I stand upon the mistakes I've made
In hopes of reaching a higher place
It's not a matter of having guts
I simply have had enough
Of failing on my own
So I'm giving up on going alone

Make me, stronger
Fortify me with Your mercy
I'm faking no longer
Honesty has revealed me
To be the person I never wanted
Doing things I said I wasn't
Now the only thing I want is just to be

"You're so great for coming clean!"
Are you even listening?
I said that I denied God's existence
And pursued wrong with persistance